Yesterday....

"Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, I yesterday came suddenly

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm"


-The Beatles

Years later their songs still apply, amazing huh? Yep I'm going mushy on this one, get out your fucking tissues emo kids. I'm just in one of those moods, I want to find a place to hide. Yeah I know everyone has their fucking problems, and mine aren't special. This big shitty world wont stop spinning because Cody Byrdic feels down "Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away Now it looks as though they're here to stay Oh, I believe in yesterday." Well look at the world, things are pretty fucked up right now. Two wars, horrible economy, a false hope called Obama, and a America slowly slipping into a socialistic state. On top of that pressure, the people I'm around put me down and make it seem, that I am the problem for every argument, bad day, or sleepless night I have.

That my friends is when that beatles song comes into affect. Man I miss yesterday! We're not supposed to live in the past but we're constantly reminded by it everyday. We cant run from it, it will follow you, and I'm speaking from experience! My life experiences are somewhat rough, it pretty much started with Iraq. I was 20 when I went to Iraq. I came back with an anger and drinking problem. Saw the world for what it was then other major events happened that I've decided not to put here. Point being when you want a new beginning when you honestly want to change, what do you do? Run, no thats the coward way out.....Stick around and fight...no that makes things worse. So let me introduce you to the way I deal with it. Being a fucking asshole.